!!!!!!!!!!!The best year... 2006...!!!!!!!!
Hm.m.m.m.m.m Its exactly 405 hours ….past 2006 and today I am celebrating my new year party ( raat bhar jagg ke yar) …. With my techno friend..?? Who … my PC with Google … aur kaun..whole night Me and He!!! Hihihi … officially I am supposed to work on a submission ….. plz do note it .. Officially … and what I am doing … remembering my past days... My past year “2006” the best… of my life till now……
Well the past … uummmm past 8 months were a perfect blend of pain and pleasure …. Life and death ….. smiles, laughters and irritations !!!!!!!
Hm.m.m some months back, the till now the sweetie pie girl got lost ….... Don’t know where she is lost … … she was not letting me live … but I think its good she is lost.. Coz otherwise I would have killed her .. at least now she is living somewhere …..
Now what I have at present … this is called life ….. a great life … with all the best happening around me .. (Obviously excluding my grades!!!! )
Uufu . Again I forgot.. Drifted to some where else... I think I have the worst memory found in this earth … ya... So I was talking about this cutie pie girl who got lost ……. She had ….nah …. I had ….
Man it’s a torture to write in third person ….
I am back to first person … okies ….
Yupp so at that time I started hating everyone, actually every damn person on this earth …. Life was on a path of hell (its another story that now I love the place called HELL ... its so adventurous there compared to motonous goody life of HEAVEN)
There was darkness every where …… all thanks to me and my blunders….. (However its now i have realised that those days … helped me to come out as a better creature) but then in between of all the hatred … all the passion to hate…. Some where... in between a person grew in me …. A person who now started accepting herself as she is …with all the pros and cons, making those precious changes in herself what she wanted in herself … and somewhere in between there also grew an workoholic person …. Wow a lazy brute got change to a person who now hates holidays like any damn thing …:P. I engaged myself in work, books, novels especially to forget those bloody past people …. People who just know to hurt … but then I was a fool to let them so... Isn’t it (sorry I called them bloody nah it weren’t they it was I.. a bloody fool)… that was the First life experience … "Don’t let people handle you rather you be your master"
Hm.m.m.m.m.m Its exactly 405 hours ….past 2006 and today I am celebrating my new year party ( raat bhar jagg ke yar) …. With my techno friend..?? Who … my PC with Google … aur kaun..whole night Me and He!!! Hihihi … officially I am supposed to work on a submission ….. plz do note it .. Officially … and what I am doing … remembering my past days... My past year “2006” the best… of my life till now……
Well the past … uummmm past 8 months were a perfect blend of pain and pleasure …. Life and death ….. smiles, laughters and irritations !!!!!!!
Hm.m.m some months back, the till now the sweetie pie girl got lost ….... Don’t know where she is lost … … she was not letting me live … but I think its good she is lost.. Coz otherwise I would have killed her .. at least now she is living somewhere …..
Now what I have at present … this is called life ….. a great life … with all the best happening around me .. (Obviously excluding my grades!!!! )
Uufu . Again I forgot.. Drifted to some where else... I think I have the worst memory found in this earth … ya... So I was talking about this cutie pie girl who got lost ……. She had ….nah …. I had ….
Man it’s a torture to write in third person ….
I am back to first person … okies ….
Yupp so at that time I started hating everyone, actually every damn person on this earth …. Life was on a path of hell (its another story that now I love the place called HELL ... its so adventurous there compared to motonous goody life of HEAVEN)
There was darkness every where …… all thanks to me and my blunders….. (However its now i have realised that those days … helped me to come out as a better creature) but then in between of all the hatred … all the passion to hate…. Some where... in between a person grew in me …. A person who now started accepting herself as she is …with all the pros and cons, making those precious changes in herself what she wanted in herself … and somewhere in between there also grew an workoholic person …. Wow a lazy brute got change to a person who now hates holidays like any damn thing …:P. I engaged myself in work, books, novels especially to forget those bloody past people …. People who just know to hurt … but then I was a fool to let them so... Isn’t it (sorry I called them bloody nah it weren’t they it was I.. a bloody fool)… that was the First life experience … "Don’t let people handle you rather you be your master"
then last year was prominently a college year!!! ... just had COLLEGE, PC, GOOGLE, MY FREINDS...... thats it ....
Only me and my classmates can understand that those last two semesters were the days we were working like an ass …. Ufuf … but then it was fun too. In between the Food Adulteration’s nauseating submissions, Diet therapy's exasperating diets... those annoying journals..projects... assingments and presentations ….they were totally exhausting....although totally exhuberant, energetic initially.. by the end we were into following the Symbiosis Rule .. help n get help!!!!..You help me and i wil help you...half you half me ..... And ….we had JOSHHHhhhh JzzzzzzUNOON, Rythm, Rangoli..….. our college fests …… An oasis in our life … It was actually that moment I realized what I am doing... Living just coz you are born isn’t worth it …. I was moving in a wrong direction. I had started hating the very word of love, emotions, relations, may be coz my few very close (oops I made a mistake ...I mean those whom I thought to be close) betrayed, actually nah betrayed is not a correct word for all.. Many left me stranded in middle … many never took me with them …. Oh common preetu why are you blaming them … it was your fault you fool you let them …. You were a fool you expected them to be on your side .. To be beside you ……ab Stabbing, betraying, wounding inn sab words ke liye examples bhi to kisi ko hona padega na ….see they have sacrificed their sweet lifes to be so!! Grt e.g. .. ) thanks!!!!!!! Yoo ,,, It were those day I made a stupid promise to myself …. Nah no friends making in college …( and I must salute my will power .. I didn’t let any one become one for those 2 years… Hats Off preetu …itna will power kahin aachi jagah, fruitful jagah lagay hota to kaha ki kaha pahunch gayi hoti … but then I am a fool… n nobody can leave without ones footprints behind!!) So, all alone I started engrossing myself in work... Work … write and write...alone…alone…Doing the group projects also all alone …. Although these meant fighting with teachers and arguing and giving bull shit reasons that why I want to do them alone… when the whole class in doing in pairs….,,,, doing any bullshit work but don’t be idle …coz my idle mind would then start making all those rubbish tales of how the hell can I take revenge, those strategies and all bull shitss …till date I do hate few of them very passionately … nor can I forget nor forgive …. It’s up to me what ever I call them friends, relatives, and your acquaintances anything...
And the same time I had failures also of my life …and then my over the above, never expected decisions…. to leave engineering and join Foods and Nutrition a Biology field hah… but May be a failure in life forced me to make sure that strive hard not to repeat those mistakes again .. Excel in other fields … and I must say … that negative passion also helps you to keep going sometimes...But yes not every time …. Coz changing you yourself... Kills you …. In the end it does ……but Having a Lively Death is Better than Lethargic Life. … learnt this too late but then it truly said Better Late than Never... I didn’t let this never come to me … yet I was late … then started the changing process … Nah... Actually shedding process … a venomous snake started shedding... Hihihihi …..
Coz I found I was so engrossed in me...Myself that I was forgetting that... Baka I have a life... A sweet one … with no problems no chaos.. No load...No pain ...Just peace…. Why the hell am I wasting it??? In this aversion what I was forgetting was FUN….was FRIENDS … no movies, (that is till date also) no outings, no hanging out with friends, after college juss back to home.. that’s it … for first two year I never stayed back even half an hour extra also after class … although its an another story that today I go to college so that I can stay back after college .. And attend all the lectures (although aaj kal attending all has transformed to bunking!!! hihihihihi) ( mind you Pallo,s Food science is the yuckiest of all ever ..attended) wo to aaj bhi nahi karti n agenda for that subject no writing notes of that subject…. just get the running notes Xeroxed in regular interval… yaad se test ke ek din pehle…...ohhh I again drifted away from the topic ..
Ya...so was forgetting living life … I neglected my.. Friends so much. That don’t ask.. Actually never considered them that they are friends my friends … (& today I cant imagine a life without them) ..but then with the time I realized that there’s few angels in my life … those sweet souls tolerate all my stupid, intolerable behaviors…. They were like my teachers , my emotional support, my pillars of life, my roots on whom I grew up … as I am then gradually I grew up …of all the angels .... I think even that special sweet angel doesn’t know what she has done for me …
Nevertheless, I came out as a better person with their help, coz they not only they criticized my mistakes but made me realize what I am, who is that ruthless brute creature inside me ….and what I am not.. Helped me to change when I wanted to but in the end accepted me as I am….. then gradually let me grow up … so now this person today along with hating started loving also ….. Friends... People … folks out aren’t that brute also and then you can’t and you shudnt judge on few examples …. But yes if you have many beware!!!!!!!!! hihihi
And the same time I had failures also of my life …and then my over the above, never expected decisions…. to leave engineering and join Foods and Nutrition a Biology field hah… but May be a failure in life forced me to make sure that strive hard not to repeat those mistakes again .. Excel in other fields … and I must say … that negative passion also helps you to keep going sometimes...But yes not every time …. Coz changing you yourself... Kills you …. In the end it does ……but Having a Lively Death is Better than Lethargic Life. … learnt this too late but then it truly said Better Late than Never... I didn’t let this never come to me … yet I was late … then started the changing process … Nah... Actually shedding process … a venomous snake started shedding... Hihihihi …..
Coz I found I was so engrossed in me...Myself that I was forgetting that... Baka I have a life... A sweet one … with no problems no chaos.. No load...No pain ...Just peace…. Why the hell am I wasting it??? In this aversion what I was forgetting was FUN….was FRIENDS … no movies, (that is till date also) no outings, no hanging out with friends, after college juss back to home.. that’s it … for first two year I never stayed back even half an hour extra also after class … although its an another story that today I go to college so that I can stay back after college .. And attend all the lectures (although aaj kal attending all has transformed to bunking!!! hihihihihi) ( mind you Pallo,s Food science is the yuckiest of all ever ..attended) wo to aaj bhi nahi karti n agenda for that subject no writing notes of that subject…. just get the running notes Xeroxed in regular interval… yaad se test ke ek din pehle…...ohhh I again drifted away from the topic ..
Ya...so was forgetting living life … I neglected my.. Friends so much. That don’t ask.. Actually never considered them that they are friends my friends … (& today I cant imagine a life without them) ..but then with the time I realized that there’s few angels in my life … those sweet souls tolerate all my stupid, intolerable behaviors…. They were like my teachers , my emotional support, my pillars of life, my roots on whom I grew up … as I am then gradually I grew up …of all the angels .... I think even that special sweet angel doesn’t know what she has done for me …
Nevertheless, I came out as a better person with their help, coz they not only they criticized my mistakes but made me realize what I am, who is that ruthless brute creature inside me ….and what I am not.. Helped me to change when I wanted to but in the end accepted me as I am….. then gradually let me grow up … so now this person today along with hating started loving also ….. Friends... People … folks out aren’t that brute also and then you can’t and you shudnt judge on few examples …. But yes if you have many beware!!!!!!!!! hihihi
Anyways I am indebted to each and every individual who stood by me and each and every individual who didn’t coz thanks to those special souls I was able to understand and learn life... And its rules, thanks to them for teaching me the special lessons, which eventually became a manuscript, a manuscript which taught me Life, taught me laughter ( as for now I am specially famous for my RAVAN Hassii …. :-) HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
This year was also special because got many new friends…. Few very special ones …. And many … old ones too… few after almost 10 years….
This year was also special because got many new friends…. Few very special ones …. And many … old ones too… few after almost 10 years….
Then in between all these goodies being happening in my life … there was a disaster called as last Semester papers & test weeks (at least I call it as a disaster) especially of a subject … called... Biochemistry hihhihiih now as for Statistics (some hope left...coz results pending...) and ummmmmm See I can’t even recall the subjects with proper names... Just remember them in relation to who taught us.. Wait lemme check.. I can’t write teachers name here hahahah they will beat me up!!! Yup so Public heath.. although supposed to be my area of specialization(I despise) Applied Nutrition( subject was .. surely an interesting one … but not the grades I got ) and then microbiology … whom I look forward to in terms of the goodies grades I USED!!! to get earlier .. iss sem issne bhi hathh hata liya … …. Ufufuf …now grades aaa jaye.. wohi bahut hai …and then comes my once favourite … Biochemistry … the subject you just cant go without loving those cycles, and structures etc .. Especially learning that difficult subject was a fun too…. but then everything has its own shock also …. One the worst maasoom bhala bhala victims in the class was I, got the second highest grade from the LAST ( plzz last hai keep a note of it) in the whole class(Tujhse Naaraz nahin, Biochemistry , Hairaan hu main, Hairan hu main... Tere Masoom Sawalon se Pareshan hu hoo Pareshan huu!!) Practically didn’t learnt a single line ….. in this subject …. Always got one of the yukkiest marks in the class …!!!! .. But no excuse this time should have tried to be a bit serious.. I wasn’t a bit … at least maa baap ke liye .. hm.m.m nah nah .. Not parents…..Those poor souls called as "Teachers" … why to torture them to let my crap paper in their hands and then forcing them to have a look .. What the hell they have done.. nah nothing much!!! … At least for them I have to be serious …
2006, it was weird… everytime everyday every moment something or other happened.. Good or bad but it did…and in the last it did for good..Good for me….. It was worth living.. It basically was a good year. Shayd ab tak ka sabse best …..
Looking forward to 2007.....:):):):):)
Now do comment critically .. coz i total amateur in writing .... and excuse me for the khichdi of the languages I have used.......Its was written in a Chaotic manner .....:):):)
Now do comment critically .. coz i total amateur in writing .... and excuse me for the khichdi of the languages I have used.......Its was written in a Chaotic manner .....:):):)
